To Be or Not to Be....NOT

I will never be...

*A yes man. I will always have my own opinions and they will never be quenched when the time calls for it.

*Able to figure out everything. Try hard as I might, there is no plausible way for me to understand the world's workings. Go figure.

*Willing to tell my adult husband that he can't open the windows.

*A part of an organization that doesn't fit with my ideals and standards.

*An aider and abetter to those who are committing crimes against themselves and others. I have no time for this.

*An avid scrapbooker.

*A tyrant. Though I may be bossy, I have seen this quality in others and I am trying my darndest to keep it all to myself.

*A fantastic artist.

*Able to look some people in the eye again. Times change.

*Without the people I love and respect the most. Even though some may leave, I will always hold them in my heart.

This is Why I'm Hot

Overheating. Wearing a sweatshirt and shorts in a 70 degree house and I'm sweating. It's the feeling one has after swallowing a lot of pool water; the fogginess in your head mixed with the heat of the day. The moral dilemma of it all is that if I change, I will inevitably get cold.

I've been feeling out of it for awhile. I mean, it's not like I normally have lots to do and lots of appointments, blah blah blah. But, I feel like I can't even go stay at home and feel at ease. It's not anything to do with anyone around me - it's more a physical exertion that I'm not used to. I have to battle headaches and exhaustion and overall grumpiness. I feel like it's just like Mommy says - I need to take a multi-vitamin.

Dying to make a sweet ipod mix. I might need my ipod tomorrow and I think that I have the best ideas ever as far as the mix goes. A sweet blend of hard and soft.

There is so much sweet goodness at my house right now. I want everyone to come and share in it.

You Would've Had to See It to Believe It

I'm going to have 6 kids. 4 boys, 2 girls. Boy, boy, girl, boy, boy, girl. I just saw them. They all look like Caleb, except for the youngest girl. And yep, the first boy's name is McKay.

Pippity Poppity

The Office has returned! This Thursday's episode, "The Negotiation" was the first time in all of season 3 that I have laughed the entire episode. Dwight was comedy gold and I didn't even hate Karen that much. I think there might be an Usher Jennifer Hudson Flanagan coming soon.

At the moment, after a strenuous day of work and easter egg hunting, we are all at my house watching one of my favorite movies, "You've Got Mail." Watching it usually makes me wish that there was a lot more mystery in my life. I don't mean to say that I want my existence to turn into a Nancy Drew novel, but I just know a lot about everything that is going on in my life right now. However, all of this is a conundrum because I spend a lot of time gathering information so I can be in the know. Meh, what do I know.