I Punched My Husband in my Sleep

I'm kinda feeling like <----- this at the moment. Not like, falling down on the floor wretched, but just kind of down. This could be for a lot of reasons - the vacation being over, the never ending snow, feeling like a totally different (and sometimes worse) person than I was a year ago. A lot of that has to do with not necessarily working on the outside as much I was focusing on the inside this year. I worked on my spirituality, my caring of other people and being a better person. Doing that, I let go of the outside. Now, I'm sort of resolving to do better on that. If I make it a resolution for the new year, however, I might not make it; therefore, I'm only SORT of resolving. That's how I like it.

In order to do all that, I'm smoothing out my face, I'm getting a great haircut, doing other things that might help me out on the outside. But, I can't see the end result.